only a distraction.

Won't last long.

HAHA, kbye nonexistent stalkers. back to studying!

oh miss woods, see what you've done to me? one extra blog to play with now.

and btw, FIONA = DONE WITH JLCBLOGGING as of yesterday, 1-24-2010. (; Proud, muchhhhhh. It's about time I get back on top of things, like I'm supposed to be. No more breezing through and just making it through each day, waiting for an end. Started this sophomore year with a lazy and BAD start. Well..lazier than I should be, since others might not say so..It's about time the old Fiona comes back. (=

always gonna live in your shadow.

what a surprise.
rain again tomorrow.

I LIKE BANANAS.

i need a hobby, but don't want one.
no, i want a hobby, but can't find any of interest.
i'd really much rather spend my time watching dramas; fake lives of fake characters. i get so into it. .

Officially Transforming into a Photoblog.

feel an urge to make a Wretch, I don't know why.
taking more and more pictures. turning out better. my camera behaves more now. in terms of quality. iloveyoucamerababy<3>

and for some reason, i started to stop smiling at the camera and just glare at it. model look perhaps. ha, ha, ha. no.

geez, am i really a pessimistic person? are pessimistic people necessarily unhappy? or is it sometimes just realistic to not think so brightly, but to think in terms of the real world? but the real world is so ugly. anyone thinking realistically would be "pessimistic."

and i gotta admit. leaving expectations lower leave less room for disappointment.

is there a direct relationship between pessimism and happiness, then?

=_=.

You are unbelievable.

dear . . .

You asked me if I were feeling any better.
I'm not even sick. You are.
Take care.
Homework is definitely not an excuse to keep myself in my room all the time.



Gah, I miss you.

internet restriction on myself

Ended today. (=. I think it's kinda funny how a lotta people aren't on, or, are on, but are all studying for finals. Weeell, guesss what guys. I'm pretty much done![; I think I failed math ):. Felt so good to chill baackkk today. Semester breaak, here I come! Even though I can't go sushi with them (as predicted) I am still looking forward to two days of RELAXATION, stressfreebaby. I overstress too much. My whole life. Have you ever met a kid who's stressed herself out since elementary school? That'll be me.. so I think I'm having an early senioritis this year. Two years early. Lack of sleep this week. Sleeping way past bedtime (rofl, I am so bad ;D HAHA.) every night; pluuuus waking up earlier this morning to study, siiince the English team left at 10 last night. Or at least Diana did.
Aha, I like the idea of having so many blogs scattered throughout and typing different ideas throughout. Like you can never know the entire me. Ooh, so mysterious.
It's so weird typing in AIM o_o. I mean, everything's the same, but it felt weird when I first saw those green little letters creep out on my window, ahahahaha. NICE DESCRIPTIVE LANGUAGEEEE, LOL. I don't know who I'm talking to on here. Hi, diary. :).

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if you wanna stalk out my whole mind, that is.