Yet I compare myself to other people so much. Hypocritical.
I don't know what I wanna hear. When I hear things like, comparing yourself to others will only trap you, I feel like maybe I am being too hard on myself and I should loosen up on the pressure. But at the same time, I feel like they don't believe in me; they don't believe that I can do better or just as well. And it kindof worsens the conditions, because that's ONE MORE PERSON for me to WANT to prove wrong.
I really hope I don't disappoint myself. I want to be able to go, "In your face."
Sometimes I wonder if my standards are my own, or of others.
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